Publisher: Lamplight Press (February 25, 2016)
137 Pages
Blurb
In 1966, seventeen year old Vivian Russell disappeared like smoke. The seemingly senseless murder of her parents in their home in Cleveland, Ohio was as unexplainable as her vanishing act in its aftermath. Her younger sister, Emma-traumatized by the horrific event- grows into a capable and relentless investigator who decides to do whatever it takes to find her. Her search takes her through the turbulent sixties- Viet Nam, The Black Panthers, dead ends, and bank jobs. Along the way, she finds herself and, whether she is prepared for it or not, the truth.
About the Author
Born in
Cleveland Ohio, Babette Hughes grew up in the time of Prohibition and
bootleggers. Her father was one of the first bootleggers in the country, and
was murdered by the Mafia in a turf war at the age of 29. Babette was just two
at the time.
Writing
has allowed her to draw from her unusual life experiences to create her
characters and tell their stories (and sometimes cautionary tales) in vivid
detail.
Now 93,
she writes every day with fluidity and grace.
“The truth is liberating, but sometimes elusive.” She explains. “I’m
always looking for it and how to best write about it, and I probably always
will.”
Links:
SEARCHING
FOR VIVIAN
By
Babette
Hughes
Chapter
1
1966
The Cleveland Press called the murders senseless
because the Russells had no known enemies
and
lord knows there wasn’t
much to steal; all they had was a pickup, an old black and white TV with one
snowy channel and little else. A detective was quoted in the article
speculating that perhaps the killers had gone to the wrong house in some kind
of a tragic mistake. But the baffling part was that the murdered couples’ oldest daughter,
Vivian, 17, home from school with a cold that day, had vanished like smoke.
But events like that, tragic and
bizarre as they are, are soon forgotten, except perhaps when someone passes the
house and wonders whatever happened to Vivian Russell. Sometimes someone hints
knowingly that the Russells were drug dealers, or fences, or Russian spies.
(The more years that transpired the more exotic the theories.) But for the most
part people went on about their lives and, of course, as the years passed there
were those too young or too new in town to have even heard of the murders or of
Vivian’s
disappearance.
Even her sister, ten-year-old Emma, seemed to
leave it behind. Even from the beginning. Even from the first day when she came
home from school on a sunny Tuesday afternoon and found neighbors staring
behind yellow police tape. Her parents’
bloody bodies were being carried on gurneys into an ambulance. Her big sister was
gone. Struggling with her own grief, her Aunt Eleanor couldn’t understand the
child’s
stoicism and as the weeks and months passed she worried about her more and
more. It isn’t
natural, she complained to her husband--it isn’t normal for a ten year old not to cry
and carry on, not to grieve. The child acted as if she were just visiting her
aunt and uncle as she sometimes did when her parents were alive; as if she hadn’t just lost her
mother and father; as if her own sister hadn’t vanished into thin air. Although Thad
Fisher was as shocked as anyone else over his in-laws’ murders, the
truth is that he never really liked them and was secretly rather pleased to
have them out of his life. They were damn hippies as far as he was concerned
and it infuriated him the way Ellie ran over there all the time when they were
alive. He had no objection to taking Emma in— where could the kid go? She was a
quiet, well-behaved ten-year-old, a bit dull for his taste, but a small eater
and so quiet you forgot she was around—actually
an easy kid for a childless couple past middle age to raise. And she was
someone Ellie could chatter to and leave him in peace.
Still, it annoyed him the way the
child refused to let Ellie out of her sight, following her from room to room,
even coming into their bedroom at night in her white nightgown like an
undersized ghost. After he locked their bedroom door she wailed and beat on it
until she fell asleep on the floor and Thad carried her into her own bed.
Ellie had eagerly welcomed Emma’s arrival. Like
many childless women she envied her friends who had children; she even envied
the problems and commotion and mess they complained about. She thought of her
sister’s
murder and Emma’s
sudden arrival as a kind of terrible deal from God; she lost her sister but
received the child she had prayed for. Quiet and small, transparent almost,
Emma seemed to take up less room than the beautiful big doll Ellie had bought
her the day after she arrived, which Emma ignored. So she offered her a puppy
and then a kitten, but the child merely shook her head.
She tried to get her to talk about
what happened. She tried to get her to ask questions about that terrible day.
She wished the girl would grieve so she could comfort her. Or just cry.
Something. Anything. But it was as if her family had been mysteriously wiped
from Emma’s
mind like an eraser on chalkboard leaving the same cloudy, formless residue.
Ellie took Emma to a psychiatrist
who specialized in treating traumatized children; a Doctor Isabelle Dryer. She
drove her to her office on Fairmount Boulevard twice a week until Dr. Dryer
told her that although Emma came dutifully, she simply would not talk about the
loss of her family and that after almost six months any further sessions would
be a waste of Mrs. Fisher’s
money and her time.
Her aunt went to PTA meetings and teacher
conferences and Home Room Nights like a mom and bragged to Thad about Emma’s A’s. (Who didn’t seem very
impressed at this information; his disapproval of Emma’s parents hung in
the air like fog.) Emma always hurried home after school to be with her Aunt
Ellie. She liked her quick hugs and jokes; she liked seeing her in the shining,
good-smelling kitchen in her high heals and sheer hose that she wore even
around the house, even to the super market. (Ellie had beautiful legs the way
some heavy-set women do.) She liked the way she sat down with her at the round
yellow kitchen table while they talked and ate her freshly baked chocolate chip
cookies. Evenings, as Ellie prepared dinner, Emma followed her around the
kitchen, putting lids back on jars, returning milk to the refrigerator, wiping
the counter, sweeping the floor as the Mixmaster whirled, driving Ellie crazy.
She put up with Emma’s constant
presence wondering if the child associated disorder with the blood and violence
of her parents’ deaths. The child lived in a state of discipline and order,
doing her homework, volunteering to clean blackboards and empty trash at
school, cleaning her room, pressing her blouses. Where there were no rules, she
made them up as if she had to be this perfect child or she would get lost in
the world like Vivian.
Her room was always in perfect
order, clothes hung according to type, (school, gym class, dressy for dinners
out with her aunt and uncle) color and season; the hangers all uniformly
plastic, her shoes lined up by season and color (and later heal height although
they didn’t
exceeded an inch and a half). She catalogued her aunt’s recipes by
soups, appetizers, entrees and desserts, and then alphabetized them within each
category. She began to arrange them again by calorie and cholesterol count
until her aunt stopped her. She organized and indexed the Fishers’ record collection
according to type (classical, jazz, show tunes, operas, soloists.) She arranged
books on their shelves not only by fiction, non-fiction and authors, but also
by genre’s:
mystery, horror, biography, (separated from autobiography) science fiction,
politics, literary classics. She even created a section of books made into
films. Her aunt and uncle shook their heads at each other and refused to let
her into their closets or Thad’s
den.
Emma
did her best to act like a normal kid so everyone would leave her alone; still
she refused to sign up for extra-curricular activities at school, her fantasy
life more interesting than any chess club or work on the school paper. In a
favorite daydream Uncle Thad died of a mysterious illness leaving her Aunt
Ellie all to herself. When the telephone rang she imagined it was Vivian
calling to say she was back from a trip to San Francisco or New York. Sometimes
it was England. She pretended that her parents were divorced and that one of
them would come back for her, or that they sailed to England on the Queen Mary like Patricia in her Social
Studies class who stood up and bragged about her parents’ trip. Sometimes
she pretended that her parents were both killed in a respectable car crash that
wasn’t
their fault. Half aware that her daydreams were an excessive and neurotic
substitute for reality, they were so sweet and satisfying that if they also
